Monday, September 20, 2010

A Relaxing Rainy Weekend.


So many of you know that we had a crazy rainy few days (and still having them).  The remnants of Hurricane Karl keep running right into Corpus causing major flooding throughout the coastal bend.  I am told that even though Karl is long gone, he was not an organized hurricane and thus all his moisture piled up behind him and has caused over 10" of rain in many places. I myself did not have any problems with flooding (some were not so lucky).  No roof leaks and good drainage in South Corpus kept my house safe and dry inside.  Outside in my back yard I did have the "Great Lakes" though.  Huron, Erie and Superior....they were all there.  I even went out and waded through the lawn lakes.  Water came to mid-calf, when I wasn't splashing.  Good times.

So instead of being one of the crazies and driving through two feet of water in places I stayed home and kept busy.  It was actually nice to hear the rain all day.  Something about dark rainy stay-at-home days is very comforting. 

Originally I was supposed to have a ropes course but we had to cancel, obviously.  So I went back home and curled up on the couch with my kitty and relaxed.  "When was the last time I did this?". Patio is the perfect snuggler.  As soon as she she someone lay down she has to to be right there with them.  One of the many reasons I love her so much.

Things I did this weekend:
  • Painted the guest bathroom (This was the last of the white walls!!  I am not sure you understand how stoked I am)
  • Made cookies (oatmeal coconut with milk and white choc chips - thanks Grandma Ima!)
  • Read a book (It was perfect book reading weather to be curled up on the coach with a book, coffee, and the kitty)
  • Dinner/movie/coffee time with Jenna ( a great time to catch up and converse about this and that)
  • Cleaned house and put up some more decorations...a work in progress
  • Caught up on some serious journalling
  • Watched some great football games (and a not-so-great game, there is always next time boys.)
  • Slept in.
Overall it was a nice weekend.  I am blessed to have been kept safe and dry during the crazy weather.  And I am happy to report that my house is still standing without any flooding or dripping problems.  Thanks for the test run God!

Friday, September 10, 2010

What does it mean...

"...I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation..." - Philippians 4:12.  How long have I had this as my life verse?  Longer than I can remember.  Sometimes it feels like we just go through the motions and say "yes I am happy".  But are we truly happy or are we just faking it?  This is a question that has come up recently in a Bible Study that I am blessed to be part of. 


In today's age I see fakers everywhere, even in the mirror.  Truth is most days I live out my life verse but others days I feel the world creeping into my innermost, trying to corrupt.  It tells me "you need to be thinner", "you need to have this", "you need to get married"... the list goes on and on.  All this need is fake.  I have all been created unique and for a purpose.  In that purpose I find a love that is like no other.  A love that completes me (Sorry Jerry, only God can pull this off) and satisfies my every need.  Don't get this confused with the need or fake love of the world.  The world is always changing.  Only God is constant.  Pure, true, unchanging love is my role model...my life coach...my best friend...my Savior. 


So what is the Happiness Secret?  It's 1) accepting Jesus as your Lord and Savior.  This means owning all the things of your past and present but giving Him your future.  Allowing Him to do good works in and through you for His glory (not our own); and it's 2) Living a life that will glorify Him in every way and finding contentment in Him and not what the world has to offer or says that you need.  Jesus in us and through us makes us complete.  Makes us who we are, and where we are going, and how we are going to do it.  Being happy in every moment is a mind set that He is in control and that you are going to follow His lead in your life. 

Now, are all things going to run smoothly for the rest of our lives in this "happy state"? 

Trick question. In the eyes of the world the answer is, 'h%@l' no. In the eyes of the Creator and Savior, YES. 

Everything that you and I go through works out for the good and glory of God (Romans 8:28).  Later in life we will look back and see that all the puzzle pieces fit together and say "wow" I didn't notice that while I was going through it.  But now I see the purpose and it all worked out and I am a better and stronger person for it....better equipped to live a life founded in love and full of happiness.  A life lived for my Lord and Savior.


Happiness is a mind-set.  That is a mind set on Christ, living for Him (and not anyone else) because He has given me so much that I will never be deserving of.  I can never repay Him for his sacrifice and blessings.  All I can do is live for Him by following His example for the rest of my days.  And in that, I find my true happiness.  Not one found in the perfect pair of jeans or the perfect backpacking trip or the perfect husband.  There is only one "thing" that is perfect in this world...Jesus.  My happiness is founded in hope and promise of Christ alone.


Ecc 2:26


Happiness - a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

My Nieces

Akiyah Lexy Hardman (1 yr), Kali Marie Koeller (4yrs), 
Mykaela Grace (2 weeks)

My blessings...

In no particular order:

God's love and grace and mercy and...
Random phone calls from family and  friends
Coffee and a morning off
Tea (hot)
My bible studies
Sing at the top of your lungs music
Journals
Loving family
Devoted friends
The growing number of outreach moments
Sunshine in a warm breeze
Nature
My calling/job
Patio
Accountability
Vacations
Places where there is no cell service or internet
Light bulb moments "Ah Ha!"
Smiles
Hugs
Laughter
Confidants
Moving water
Dreams
...